MY 2008 ^.^

its now 1am on31st DeC 2008.i shud have slept but instead get out from my room and decided to blog here. finally i come to the end of this year.jus wish to record all the things that i hv experienced throughout this year.

HAPPIEST>>1
To be qualified as esther"s happiest event in 2008, its no doubt joining 2008 children camp.Through this camp, i know a lot of good buddies in my life especially gan,siewling n peiwen. haha..before that , we are lik strangers when seeing each other in the library.but surprisingly our friendship get strengthened till now after the meaningful children camp!haha..of course, idid knw a lot of other pbhp frenz too which highlighted my life.we hv gone through ipoh trip, teluk batik trip, steamboat, cycling,sawah padi trip, gua tempurung trip, sungkai trip etc.those happy n memorable moments wil keep inside my heart forever n i appreciate our friendship very muc. i jus hope no matter how, we can still keep in touch..haha

>>2
my spm result. though its nt the perfect1, i m contented as i get wat i wish at las.my hard work is paid off finally.i m proud of myself. along this 18 years, i hv done my bes in my academic n i hv no regret!i really wanna thank those who give me deepest support during exam period when i need motivation the most.without u guys, i wont be succesful. now wat i wish hv been achieved, so i got to put more effort to realise my nex dream! i knw the process is hard n overwhelmed with tonnes of challenges. but i got no choice.i hv chosen the path..i got to work hard!

SORROW PART>>
yea..its no doubt the most sorrow part..it keeps haunting me till now. i got cheated!i give whatever i can n do whatever u lik jus to strenghten our friendship!i thought u value it as wat i do.but i jus kept overwhelmed by disappointment!i keep telling myself to forgive n i did it. and it ended to hurt me more!i m lik a fool! u give me the happiest memory n the most sorrow part, did u ever know?u wont knw forever cos i never track any sadness on ur face.nw u r lik a liar to me! anyway, thanks for stepping into my life n give me this lesson. start from 2009, u r depleted from my memory, frenz..

APOLOGIZE>>
To my dearest family, i always feel sorry to them especially my grandma n mother, i never play my role as a good granddaughter n daughter. whenever i come bac, i keep hanging around wit my friends n never take time to chat wit u all..i m sorry..i love u! nobody can ever take over ur place!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION>>
-In my study , i wish to achieve my target n get the entrance to my dream University
-i wish to control my bad tempered n always have a good relationship with my family n friends
-jus lik the birthday wish , the third 1 is always kept inside the heart..haha..shuuuu...

whatever had passed, i wish to let it go n have a good start in the year 2009!gambahteh , YinSHia!!

Merry Christmas 2008

hohoho~~really had a memorable n nice christmas celebration wit u guys yday...especially the gift exchanging session..i always dream to hv such activitiy during christmas..at las we all did it.it was so fun!!i think the the value of the gift really does nt matter..the most important part is we all really paid effort while choosing the gift right?n we enjoyed the process..i dunno how to describe the feeling together wit u all..it is instead so warm n fun to gather wit u all..i miss the laughter when we are all together...haha..although sometimes we did purposely make fool of some ppl, but its jus for fun...do hope that all of us wont mind..few more days a new year 2009 is coming..i sincerely hope that we all can still keep in touch well with each other...its nt easy to find a gang lik this..its lik a family for me!!i always feel appreciate to know u guys..haha...and lastly happy advanced birthday to siewling! we purposely celebrated it earlier cos some of us might be leaving for study 2mrw..gan had sacrificed for a lot to make this celebration a success one...fetch us here n there...haha...so siewling, u knw how to balas balik la?hhaa...joking la..

yinshia^^

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009!!!!!

Erm...2day is 10th of dec alr.20+ days more, wil end tis year..n of course my bday is cuming oso.hehe..hope2 hv a wonderful birthday celebration..aherm...anyway,bac2 my topic.345 days hd past in year2008...left only few days nw...
haiz..tink bac,during early of the year,i hv made sum wishes n things tat i must do during tis year...pheuwss...time flies...i duno whether my wishes hs come true o nt...n im nt sure did my things get done....so hv2 sit bac n refresh bac the whole year..what i have done???
Eherm..well,for me,its really a tough time n can say tough year oso...y???still remember the time i took the result,all the prob i faced when i made my choice,n during tat time im really feel like helpless n blur bout my future...haiz,so scared tat the decision i make wil make me regret,duno wat should i do next..when i saw all my frens enter Uni,still remember wat i felt....terrible...nightmare for me...anyway, i stil hv2 go through my life....
Wee..after all, i felt tat im quite enjoy my life tat i'v chosen.teaching life is fun..felt tat is suit4 me...bt at tis time,i start2 worry wat others tink bout m3...well,after all,i felt beter n nw im proud wat i am doin now!!chldren camp,chinese youth camp,n oso dyc hv coloured my life too...
bsides tis,i can sence n test my friendship among friends...i should say its a good time2 prove the strength n the bond between fren...n i hv seen much bout tat..appreciate it...i can say tat lofe in 2008 is up n down...so it really make me learn a lot....
Ok...anyway,2008 almost past..n now i hv2 make a new wish again..hehe...wat hd past is alr past...so nt only me,hope all of u wil make a new hope4 a brand new year..
erm..let us make a wish...'have a peace world',cz now v can c the world is sick..nt only the enviroment is polluted,the people here r all 'polluted' too...haiz...for me,HAPPINESS is important too..nowadays people are so stress,they seems like not really enjoy their life n misunderstood wat life stand for!!!hehe..so i hope all of us can find the true happiness....
The rest is up to u all la...pls try2 tink4 it...make ur future a beter day..make ur life more meaningful...make ur world bright..n paint ur world wif different colour...PLS.make a beter day for u n for me..

siewling

what does human stand for?

sometimes i feel lik a failure..in dealing wit friends , study , family, anything..thats y i always tel myself that its nt easy to grow up as a human..i sincerely admire those who can live til so old..they have gone through so muc , yet stil live happily..ya..perhaps its easy to seek for happiness..but depends on the character o perspectives that u hold..i m always longing for a happy life.thats the hardest stage in life i guess..i hate disappointment, yet cant avoid it..stil got to go through it one by one..so what does human stand for at las? live until the end of the day n reborn again!!go through all the sadness, sorrow, happiness, excitement, disappointment that u had b4..yea..perhaps..thats human

Yinshia

2/12/2008

2/12/2008--
today, is a very confusing day for me. Well, woke up early in the morning, accompany mother to go to bank to settle some stuff. Then, went to a gathering with my group member during DYC at KFC. Wow, it's so nice to meet with them after the camp. We cracked a lot of joke and shared a lot of funny incidents during the camp. Hmm..i felt that i am even closer with them now compared to during camp. WHY? mayb be during camp i am too fierce and i forced them to speak in English. Haha..it's a warmth and nice time to gather with them. at night, i have a mission with YB(yang blur-blur), Yin Shia and siew ling. Hmm..what is that?it's to celebrate my twins sister, PeiWen's birthday! hmm..though her birthday is on 4 dec, she has to go to the Penang on 3 dec. so, we have our celebration earlier. We gathered in my house and we bought a cute pillow with cute giraffe on it. Then, we have a cake, a mocha cake. Ahem..our mission started on 8.30pm...YB, fetch us to Pei Wen's house with his BMM(big mouth man).haha..we stopped our car opposite to peiwen's house. so, i went down to call her out while Siew ling they all preparing the candles and the cake. I waited so long but they not appeared at all. Hmm..what happened?lucky pei wen's brother, yong hao came out and called peiwen to go into the house. So, i went to check what is happening. OMG!!guess what, the lighter that our "brilliant" YinShia brought not function at all. Hmm..thanks to the brilliant YinShia. haha...So, to overcome all the "incident", siewling had to "borrow" candle light from the temple next to peiwen's house. Hmm..it's a "great experience" that we have. Haha..OMG,Peiwen came out again.haiz..i have to go there and stop her for a moment while waiting them settle the candles. then, finally, they appeared with the candle and cake. we sang birthday song to her at the road side. haha..then, we went into her house to eat the cake and in the same time forced peiwen to show us her BF's photo. However, we failed to do so. Hmm..so secret. After that, we went to LANA for the 2nd round and met with JaySern. then we have a long chat in LANA...what a wonderful day..
Oh ya, forgot something, peiwen has been upgraded to become lame-po. haha..no more lame luiz lo..and we have our lame slogan when we met with peiwen. EVERY one must PAY ATTENTION...忠中厚厚、老老实实、头发没有尖尖的,we are so sad,verysad,upset,downsad,leftsad,rightsad,centre sad,all sad,LAME SAD..this is our slogan when we meet peiwen..remember to say it oh...miss you guys. Love you all..muakz
by,
lameluiz
KaiChur

random expression

看过了朋友的部落格，突然也想学他把心中的话写出来。
朋友对我说 。。每次看到一直很想看到的人时，回到家时心里却是难过的，这是什么？
朋友对我说。。已经是过去了，为什么还放不下。。对方已经很明显了吧？！
朋友对我说。。每次醒来时，希望看到电话是他的未接电话或信息，因为以前的他大多数会酱的。。可是已经好久好久没有这样了！
朋友对我说。。她很不甘心，之前的诺言是什么？为什么当初两人能无话不说。。如今面对面时，变得无话可说。。混在朋友当中， 也只是纯粹的问候。。对方就好像 什么事也没发生过似的， 是他放下了， 还是根本没当过是一回事？！
朋友对我说。。她忘不了！每次在朋友面前的虚伪和熟络只会加剧她的痛楚。。她憎恨对方当初给她的种种诺言， 约定，甜言蜜语。。到后来却草率的了断， 一句面对面的解释也没有！这算什么？！
朋友对我说。。 每次看到他， 种种已埋没在心底的思绪又会涌上心头。。她很想忘记，她宁愿做回好朋友，什么事也没发生过。。可笑的是， 其实什么也没发生过，或许是她当时想太多， 对方只不过把他当成是代替品， 就这么简单！
我只想对她说。。 算了吧！别再对他抱以任何希望了。他或许是你的茶，可是却不属于你！别再心卵了。。不是你的就不是你的。时间是就好的良药， 当你找到更好的时，才知道现在的自己是如此的傻啊！对吧？！