random expression

看过了朋友的部落格，突然也想学他把心中的话写出来。
朋友对我说 。。每次看到一直很想看到的人时，回到家时心里却是难过的，这是什么？
朋友对我说。。已经是过去了，为什么还放不下。。对方已经很明显了吧？！
朋友对我说。。每次醒来时，希望看到电话是他的未接电话或信息，因为以前的他大多数会酱的。。可是已经好久好久没有这样了！
朋友对我说。。她很不甘心，之前的诺言是什么？为什么当初两人能无话不说。。如今面对面时，变得无话可说。。混在朋友当中， 也只是纯粹的问候。。对方就好像 什么事也没发生过似的， 是他放下了， 还是根本没当过是一回事？！
朋友对我说。。她忘不了！每次在朋友面前的虚伪和熟络只会加剧她的痛楚。。她憎恨对方当初给她的种种诺言， 约定，甜言蜜语。。到后来却草率的了断， 一句面对面的解释也没有！这算什么？！
朋友对我说。。 每次看到他， 种种已埋没在心底的思绪又会涌上心头。。她很想忘记，她宁愿做回好朋友，什么事也没发生过。。可笑的是， 其实什么也没发生过，或许是她当时想太多， 对方只不过把他当成是代替品， 就这么简单！
我只想对她说。。 算了吧！别再对他抱以任何希望了。他或许是你的茶，可是却不属于你！别再心卵了。。不是你的就不是你的。时间是就好的良药， 当你找到更好的时，才知道现在的自己是如此的傻啊！对吧？！

my schedule

Greetings,
this will be my schedule for the coming next two week.
28 November - 3 december i will be in International Islamic University there for the ROYALS (local public university debating tournament), one break day on the 4 december,
then on 5-7 december i will be at IMU in bukit jalil for the National Health Science Debate. break again on the 8th of december, and finally 9-12 december will be the Human Rights debate in UiTM Shah Alam.
see you guys again soon. tk care and best wishes!!!
jiacheng

AnOthEr SuccessFul year of DYC

I just want to say a few words about the DYC camp that we had. It was indeed a successful camp again this year. Everything planned went on smoothly, and we have lots of wonderful moments there. I am really happy to see that the camp was successful and it was indeed a good camp. Though through out the 5 nights we had very little much sleep, but it was all worth it. I am not going to run through all the programs that we had, but i would like to just highlight a few great programs. The talent night was a good one....the emcee did a marvelous job....treasure hunt also was a great one and my self did enjoy the last program the most, the sharing night on the last night. and again we have got another chance to work together as camp committees. it really brings back the good old days that we had as previous other camp committees. the kind of wonderful feeling we had working with each other, guiding the younger committees....the awesome fellowship that we had throughout this five days camp is great, teasing...kacauing....laughing...eating...working...sharing....and more, just really wonderful and GREAT!!! i miss those fellowships a lot. alright, i wont blog that much more first. so congratulations to all the camp committees!!! the DYC was a real success and we had lots of fun time also fellowship time and got to knows new friends.
I just finish my debate training at 2.30 am just now, and thought of blogging about the DYC camp here since no one like have blog about it. got to sleep, tomorrow will be another long day of training for me.
I miss you guys here!! just cant help but to remember all those great memories we had in camps and also PBHP!!! will be back soon to join you all again. happy holidays and sukhihotu!!!

With mega metta,
Bro Gan Jia Cheng

have fun after final

haha..jus feel lik wanna share wit u all after my first ever dancing..haha..its really fun...feel like started to love dancing!!haha...its cool...got to perform this fri..still got kind of hip hop dance...wil upload ore if possible...now jus the practice part!!!haha..look forward to the musical performance in my college!!yeah!!haha..any comment abt my dancing..i knw its bit ugly!!but v learnt it within 30 minutes leh!!haha...its act farenheit n SHE dance...super nice n romantic!!haha...give some comment la..haha

DYC latest update...

hey al the lame members......erm..now dyc is progressing..erm...everything can count as OK..but the problem i worry is mentors prob..cz they r too young 2 guide the participant..so as my plan i wan u all cum bac n b mentor...but ur 'DEAREST" sis.ong dun aree..n now plus another sis heng who is same gang wif her..
so now im realyy fed up2 work wif them..their idea n plan r *@#%$....so now i cant do anything...so i hope when u al came u al really can help out in mentors...especially in treasure hunt...thx 1st....
erm...others is still ok la....everything hv2 setle myself...hv2 tink my own...now i din hv the ex-co...realy so miss 2006 dyc...u al really help me a lot...meeting everyday...almost v wil meet every single day b4 the camp...bt now..only me alone..i cant fine any1 to discuss...to meeting..haiz....
anyway,hope everything wil run smoothly....DYC!!!!!!

siewling

1sT SeM 1n INTEC....

Chicagoans n Bday Boy, Raymond

Chicagoans Guys (Very Gay+Pervert)

scary+sad+hectic+crazy+happy+absolutely crazy+enjoyable+memorable=my 1st sem in INTEC
long time never update myself ady... so as i've completed my 1st sem in Intec, i tink it's a suitable time 4 me 2 write sth bout it n jot down my memories in Intec...

"CHICAGO"- my class name... da 1st time i enter da class... 9 guys 15 gals... my 1st thought... kind of lame... how m i goin 2 survive in tis class... omg... i feel damn sad... then... 1 guy went off... v had a farewell party wit him... Thiban is his name... a great fren... although he left, v still keep in touch wit him n he remains as a chicagoan in our heart...

then, a new guy join our big family... ashraf... a cool guy join tis class... tis is da time v started 2 form a bond btw all of chicagoans... v start 2 enjoy like nobody's business... v start 2 feel like v r 1 family... v start to like each other... v play around... v get crazy 2gether... v enjoy 2gether...

after that... 3 newbies join our family... kaneson, li sia, bavani... 2 gals r like quiet quiet gals... except 4 kaneson... his entrance 2 chicago change da class atmosphere completely... v bcom crazier n craziness grow each day... as time goes by... da 2 new gals started 2 show their tails... they started 2 participate n r even more crazier than v did... so a lame class transform in2 a psychiatric hospital... haha... now chicago is fully equipped... v hav smart heads... v hav perverts... v hav maths genious... v hav gangsters... v hav blur guys... v hav own transports... wat else could v ask 4...

then, sth new came out... da oni 2 indian guys (daveen n kaneson) in our class started 2 call themselves "Gods"... omg... can dis class go even more crazier... bak kut teh(means god bless u in sanskrit according 2 those gods) bcom our topic everyday... then more gods appeared... god of maths (young han)... gods of s_x(kar wai)... gods of china(me), god of metals(raymond) pop out from nowhere... n everyone start 2 say bak kut teh everyday... i like tis class...

at times... chicago will book da whole restaurant... i mean part of restaurant but as if v book da whole place coz v laugh like nobody's business... haha... then v hav dinner... celebrate ppl's bday... victims of surprise bday celebration: yi lin(our class rep), ME, n raymond... honestly... they dun hav 2 do dis... but i'm really shocked, touch, surprised, blur when everyone celebrate my bday wit me... feel like crying tat nite.... n honestly... i did cried under my pillow... thx guys... ur surprise party really mean a lot to me... then, i love tis class even more...

towards da end of 1st sem... v take pic wit each other n oso wit lecturers... ya... talk bout lecturers, they r awesome... they r superb lecturers... thx 2 them... my eng improved a lot... come bac 2 chicago... v started 2 feel reluctant during da las few days of da 1st sem... then, it's our final exam... everyone studied hard n never 4get, v wished each other gud luc b4 da exam... after exam... it's free... chicagoans hav 2 leave each other...

but b4 v left... da las day of exam, chicagoans left their footmark at mid valley... they left their footmark at Golden Screen Cinema... they left their footprint at bowling alley... they hav meals at Kenny Rogers n Little Penang... they enjoyed da whole day... they go bac 2 shah alam... they r not done yet... they sat at mamak stall n chat til 1am... but they r still not done yet... they change venue 2 McD... they had a long chat till 6am at da mornin... then they go bac 2 their respective hostels... dat was da las day... but tat was da las day chicagoans knw each other deeper... da bonds grow stronger... it was til da las day tat they finally knw each other... da real personality of each other... so... it was seriously a crazy n sentimental day... n in fact a hapi day 4 2 of da chicagoans... a new couple is born... their name is 4 me 2 knw n 4 u 2 find out... hehe... da las day ended... chicagoans hav 2 separate... they couldn't b classmate anymo...

da 1st sem in Intec... it was a memorable 1... i've grown up alot...
da 1st sem in Intec... i found frens....
da 1st sem in Intec... i learn 2 mix wit other ppl...
da 1st sem in Intec... i learn 2 4giv ppl...
da 1st sem in Intec... I did my own laundry...

haha...

p.s. To any chicagoans tat might read tis blog::
*thx guys 4 making my 1st sem a meaningful n memorable 1
*thx guys 4 da surprise bday party...
*thx guys 4 4giving my mistake...
*finally... if i've done sth wrong, pls 4giv me... i really apologize...

toast 4 chicagoans:: Maritha, Jessica aka gengster, Yi Lin aka aunty(class rep), Nur Ain, Syawa, Farah, Tung lun aka hamsap, Renuhaa aka rain, Hema aka dude, Parvathee aka Par, Jasina aka Master JJ, Vinnie, Siong Yi, Young Han, Raymond, Kar Wai, Daveen, Kaneson, Ayuni aka JK Ayuni, Kher Lee aka loudspeaker, Yati, Bavani, Li Sia, Ajwad, Ashraf, Ali

miz u guys... love u guys... CHICAGO ROX!!!

Mm....

Well,its time4 me 2 update myself here...if not i wil 'kill' by many people..haha..lolx.
And tis is wat I feel 4 tis few months since the last gathering in poly wata......When i saw every1 of u are so excited 4 Uni things,i realy feel abit upsad...saw u al talking bout many things there....n me????haiz...bcz of sum reason i hv2 stay in teluk intan...n bcum a primary teacher...well,when the time pass, i din feel regret of it.....
And recently, heard so many of the Uni life n many of my frens ask 4 gathering,n i duno y i started2 reject all the gathering...cz when i go there,every1 is sharing their Uni life..then,me???i started2 look down of it....i scared all of my frens will reect me bcz of we din hv the same topic....
so i realy duno how 2 answer them....haiz...
siewling