Who should I tell???

huh...its a brand new year again..well,2day is the 7th day of year 2009...and is the 4th day i go2 a new sch...
actually since the year end of 2008,many things happen...my mum gt operate, secret..,n the surprised thing i gt transfer2 a sch which is far away from my house..and all these things change my life a lot.really a lot.1st,i lost my chance2 go outing wif frens during holiday..really miss it,n i din enjoy my holiday well too..cz its due to my mum jz operate,n i hv2 take k of her n stay at hospital2 take k of her...n during tat time i jz imagine hw my frens go here n there...n i cant move anywhere..huh..wat a terrible feeling!!!!since then,my life change a lot...
I have2 cook4 my mum everyday..go market every morning..do house chores..hv2 take k of mym mum..u noe tat feelings??every moment i hv2 stay bside her..even she go2 toilet,bath etc...huh..for me,its quite a tough task..u noe,during tat time,im really ....duno hu2 express out my feelings...
ok,next,my transfer2 the new school...erm...wat should i say,its a new experience4 me..a small school...bt im nt very like the way HM treat sum1..haiz..n as i said b4 i hv2 do house work everyday...n cook4 my mum.so when the school reopen,i hv2 wake up early 2 cook sth4 my mum..sumtimes hv2 cook soup the nite b4..n when iim bac from sch its alr 4++,n i hv2 sweep the floor n mop the floor,then hv2 prepare diner again...tats the life when the school life...huh..im really so tired of tat,really...everyday hv2 do so many things...then sumtimes only can rest at 8pm after doin all the stuff.cant imagine hw my life hv2 carry on..n sumtimes when im at sch,im worried of my mum at home,worried hv her take her lunch,everything ok??...m i worried too much???
really duno...n start from next week i hv2 say there during weekdays,n left my mum alone..im really so worried n luckily at last she stay at relatives haose at nite..huh...
i really dun hope2 live at tis type of life...bt wat2 do..hv2 face it n hope it will over soon,b4 im getting put of control...haiz...all these i hv2 tell hu???hu should i express my feelings??duno..duno...everything i oso duno..
hope tmr will be a brighter day!!!!

由感而发

把房门推开
躺在床上发呆
我读着自己的对白
回忆像书本一页页翻开
我鼓起勇气向你说明白

你的一句不想恋爱
成就了我的失败
你说得愉快
我听了悲哀

我长得不帅
只是个无赖
也没什么能耐
能够与你相爱
我只希望你能过得精彩

我压抑着无奈
选择了离开
没有了我的存在
你依然能够笑起来
生活依然精彩

i'm alright
不必为我感到感慨
我只能默默等待
希望等待
能换来花开
即使那已经是遥远的未来

拜拜
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