i think a lot recently...how would we be if we are still like las time..how good if u r still here..how syok it is if i m still in ti with all my frens where life is so enjoying..how nice it is if i can always stay at home enjoying the home-cooked meals..overall how wonderful it is if time can turn back..i admit that i m that kind of person who loves to love in the past..i love to be nostalgic..thats my personality..n i m comfortable with that..cos it actually act as an inspiration for u to move on in ur life..perhaps to some ppl, its a self-deception..bt i m jus used to that..my life now is ok..jus that i encounter many frens of diff personalities...to conclude, we all are self-centered..perhaps its more obvious among scholars like us..n i m nt excluded...yea thats life in this rat-race society..evthing is so competitive..if u r being left out, then its ur prob..nobody will care for u except for urself..i m personally really frustrated wit some of the friends in their way of expressing themselves..they din take into account of ppl's feeling..i knw u r great...so?do u ever notice that there is some prob n ur attitude...haiz..i m nt good in maintainig friendship wit others..yea its true!!i m over protecting myself..perhaps cause of the past experience..i wont so easily open up the door of my heart to others..once i feel that u r my circle of frens, then i will feel comfortable wit u..otherwise, i wil jus try to avoid u ..cos i dunno how to mix around..really...bt sadly, many of those frens that i consider as my cicle of friends jus dun appreciate the friendship, they tend to neglect u o say smth accidentally to hurt u..thats y our friendship is stunted...y dont we jus make life easy, ev1 uses their sincerity to be each other's friends....its hard..even for myself
currently got to prepare for AUS U application ady...feel quite helpless act..cos i only hv yee che there..dun hv much info on aus U ...i got to list down my top5 choices...we are only allowed to apply for 5 U.
so hw r u guys ?all lame members...
esther^^
Friday, March 27, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
my 19th birthday^^
finally my sweet 18th ended after enduring happiness,sadness ,challenging along this long journey of 2008..here comes to my 19th!!yea 19th march 2009,19th birthday..quite a nice no , is n’t it?haha..once again, i m grateful that i have passed1 more year..as i always say, ‘life jus once, we don know how many celebration that we can hv,cos to grow up as an adult, its really not an easy task!’ ..i think thats the reason i appreciate a lot ev single birthday celebration that i hv..wats so special abt this year is tat most prob its my las bday celebration in msia b4 flying to aus.kinda sad..plus its the first tim i celebrated it wit all my new friends in kl..
bcos of my bday, i met with teck xin who i never c for ages..haha.thanks so muc for the secret receipe”s cake..really hv a very wonderful session of “chat n gossip” wit u though v hv been lost contact wit each other for so long..i lik ur words’ we dun hv any cold moment while chatting’..haha..i think thats the true friendship..u r stil so cute n humourous..i wil remember the promise..hopefully we can achieve it..
next, of course my housemates’s turn to celebrate for me. i can sense the weird reactions form u guys since sharp at 12..cos u all r lik purposely pretending nt to wish me..haha..its realy a surprise for me to c other frens came to the unit at night to hv the celebration wit me.cos i jus expect to hv the celebration wit al the housemates..so its really surprising.thanks so muc for those present n the cake..n of course the presents and cards..i appreaciate it so muc..as i said, it might b the first n las ever bday celeb that i can hv wit u guys..cs we might be separating to our own path of life nex year..so really thanks so muc!i hv fun that night.
for the others friends especially in ti, thanks for stil remember my big day..hah.this is the time to test whether i m still in ur heart o nt..haha..d first 1 of course goes to u , yche~who purposely called from aus sharp at 12(aus time)jus to wish me. i m looking forward to ur present from aus..stil haven got it..its really touching to knw u did post me smth from so far, u r d most sincere true fren that i hv in my life.for my 3min gang, thanks too especially yt,joseph,mjing,tpang ybin etc..i miss al those memorable bday celebration wit u guys esp las yr..bt dunno y , it seems that this yr most of my frens lik to give las minute(11.59) wish ..haha..also, i m really happy to get a bday msg from mrs tan..i dun expect at all..haha..thanks..n of course there is also some disappointment towards some ppl esp those u expect the most,,it turns up to be d most disappointing1..haha
n lastly, the presents that i lik the most is from my cousin n bro!!thanks for the cows..i dun expect it especially from my bro..really very cute..i wil bring one of them to australia nex time…especially when i feel homesick!!thanks….i love u all..
20mac 2009..its has been 2 years since u left us..time flies!yet the pain is stil there inside my heart..unhealed.天使is the song that i listen always as a remisnisce to u ..it gives me strength n inspiration to move to overcome all the obstacles as if u r jus bside me , giving me mentally support..how gd if i can tell u face to face that i managed to secure a scholarship n currently doin my first choice course..i wil be studying abroad..how gd if i could…really…i make it~~i knw u wil be proud of me.the oncoming challenges is awaiting me.i wil continue to work hard to achieve my final destination.. i wil be fine ..永远怀念您，刘老师..
esther^^
bcos of my bday, i met with teck xin who i never c for ages..haha.thanks so muc for the secret receipe”s cake..really hv a very wonderful session of “chat n gossip” wit u though v hv been lost contact wit each other for so long..i lik ur words’ we dun hv any cold moment while chatting’..haha..i think thats the true friendship..u r stil so cute n humourous..i wil remember the promise..hopefully we can achieve it..
next, of course my housemates’s turn to celebrate for me. i can sense the weird reactions form u guys since sharp at 12..cos u all r lik purposely pretending nt to wish me..haha..its realy a surprise for me to c other frens came to the unit at night to hv the celebration wit me.cos i jus expect to hv the celebration wit al the housemates..so its really surprising.thanks so muc for those present n the cake..n of course the presents and cards..i appreaciate it so muc..as i said, it might b the first n las ever bday celeb that i can hv wit u guys..cs we might be separating to our own path of life nex year..so really thanks so muc!i hv fun that night.
for the others friends especially in ti, thanks for stil remember my big day..hah.this is the time to test whether i m still in ur heart o nt..haha..d first 1 of course goes to u , yche~who purposely called from aus sharp at 12(aus time)jus to wish me. i m looking forward to ur present from aus..stil haven got it..its really touching to knw u did post me smth from so far, u r d most sincere true fren that i hv in my life.for my 3min gang, thanks too especially yt,joseph,mjing,tpang ybin etc..i miss al those memorable bday celebration wit u guys esp las yr..bt dunno y , it seems that this yr most of my frens lik to give las minute(11.59) wish ..haha..also, i m really happy to get a bday msg from mrs tan..i dun expect at all..haha..thanks..n of course there is also some disappointment towards some ppl esp those u expect the most,,it turns up to be d most disappointing1..haha
n lastly, the presents that i lik the most is from my cousin n bro!!thanks for the cows..i dun expect it especially from my bro..really very cute..i wil bring one of them to australia nex time…especially when i feel homesick!!thanks….i love u all..
20mac 2009..its has been 2 years since u left us..time flies!yet the pain is stil there inside my heart..unhealed.天使is the song that i listen always as a remisnisce to u ..it gives me strength n inspiration to move to overcome all the obstacles as if u r jus bside me , giving me mentally support..how gd if i can tell u face to face that i managed to secure a scholarship n currently doin my first choice course..i wil be studying abroad..how gd if i could…really…i make it~~i knw u wil be proud of me.the oncoming challenges is awaiting me.i wil continue to work hard to achieve my final destination.. i wil be fine ..永远怀念您，刘老师..
esther^^
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