i think a lot recently...how would we be if we are still like las time..how good if u r still here..how syok it is if i m still in ti with all my frens where life is so enjoying..how nice it is if i can always stay at home enjoying the home-cooked meals..overall how wonderful it is if time can turn back..i admit that i m that kind of person who loves to love in the past..i love to be nostalgic..thats my personality..n i m comfortable with that..cos it actually act as an inspiration for u to move on in ur life..perhaps to some ppl, its a self-deception..bt i m jus used to that..my life now is ok..jus that i encounter many frens of diff personalities...to conclude, we all are self-centered..perhaps its more obvious among scholars like us..n i m nt excluded...yea thats life in this rat-race society..evthing is so competitive..if u r being left out, then its ur prob..nobody will care for u except for urself..i m personally really frustrated wit some of the friends in their way of expressing themselves..they din take into account of ppl's feeling..i knw u r great...so?do u ever notice that there is some prob n ur attitude...haiz..i m nt good in maintainig friendship wit others..yea its true!!i m over protecting myself..perhaps cause of the past experience..i wont so easily open up the door of my heart to others..once i feel that u r my circle of frens, then i will feel comfortable wit u..otherwise, i wil jus try to avoid u ..cos i dunno how to mix around..really...bt sadly, many of those frens that i consider as my cicle of friends jus dun appreciate the friendship, they tend to neglect u o say smth accidentally to hurt u..thats y our friendship is stunted...y dont we jus make life easy, ev1 uses their sincerity to be each other's friends....its hard..even for myself
currently got to prepare for AUS U application ady...feel quite helpless act..cos i only hv yee che there..dun hv much info on aus U ...i got to list down my top5 choices...we are only allowed to apply for 5 U.
so hw r u guys ?all lame members...
esther^^
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ei, if IDP is helping u with the application thingy, u go find Carmen Loo, and say my name haha.or Miss Chua, she also knows me but she's always busy de. Carmen is less busy she'll be able to help u. i've been keeping in touch with her occasionally but she hasnt replied my latest email yet.. she is very nice :P
top 5 uni in Aus.
1- i'll go for Uni Melb. nice environment with affordable living cost. Uni itself has high reputation
2. ANU. in sydney. highest rank among Aus Unis
3. UniSydney
4. Uni Queensland
5. Come to Uni Adelaide to find me!!! LOL
or u can put UNSW, Uni of Western Australia, or Uni Monash too any Uni in the group of eight is good
scholars are like tat, but i am extraordinary so i share (of corz dont share all la muahaha)
jia you and cant wait to see u here! met up with jingleng just now hahaha
ooops im not lame member. sorry for intruding =P
haha...nex week exam lo..good luck to me..n good luck to others who are facing exam soon..:)
well girl, in our life, we encounter with different people,differnt environment and different incident happen. We need to overcome everything and try to have a balance life with it. I felt the same like u too. I love to live in the past, i cant adapt well in my univ life at first. but at last, i managed to by being determined enough and trust that buddha always be with us.
take care, my dear. Best of luck in ur application. HOpe that you will go to melbourne then i can visit u there...see ya..*cheer*
love,
kaichur
life is full with up and down. good moments of course will always remain as sweet memories in our mind and we always hope to return to those time. bad moments if you don't take it the bad way is actually a good life learning experience, and that is what build our strength to endure the hardship laid before you. i am sorry for unable to offer much help to you because i myself know little about uni in Aus.
may the Dhamma, families, friends and yourself guide you through the hardship,
may you be free from mental suffering,
may you be free from physical suffering,
may you take care of yourself happily.
sukhihotu,
small gan.
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