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once again i screwed the acc test...yday was the test..as usual i wil pay a lot of effort in acc due to the difference existed between me n my frens..i had no acc background, so i mus pay double effort ..but why?again n again i cant balance it ..this time worst due to nervousness i even left out one ques...i cant afford to lose any marks..this test contributes to 10% of my internal..plus i m a scholar..i really cant bear the bad consequences that i might face...bcos of my acc, it made me cried in sch las time wit my partner..i get annoyed by someone who 'purposely' o 'accidentally' hurt me by saying that" lik that u also dunno"..it seems so cruel to me..bcos of the word, i felt so depressed n cried alone at night...the lecturer even asked me why did i so slow during the test yday...is nt that i cant do my acc ..i can perform in theory ques..i even get the highest mark las tim..but whenver come to calculation part, i get sucked..honestly i will very very inferior among all my classmates..cos they can really do very fast in calculation part..i m different..i take time to analyse where to put the transaction , which journal , etc...plus the time given in test is super short...i get even more nervous...i really get frustrated...acc haunts me now..i hv chosen the path that can never go bac...i doubt myself ....i m helpless....

Esther^^

Update from me..

It has been a long time I never update bout me on this lame blog. However, if you did read my blog frequently, you will know bout what happen to me recently. Many memorable things happened in this february. I would like to call it a busy but happy month for me. I have been busy with my projects since i came back from the CNY break. I have my dance practise. Oh ya, i would like to invite you all to my dance performance on 28 February 2009, 7.30pm at The 7th residential College of universiti Malaya. You are welcome. Free entrance. Haha..this is the first time I practise the chinese dance. Kinda of weird though, I laugh too when i see myself in the costum. so, if you wish to laugh at me, can always come to have a look.Haha..
Do update bout u all to me too. Waiting for your news.
love
Kaichur